Hi ! Welcome to my page ❤️
I am a student and a pretty and chubby sub.
About me:
In my vanilla life im a chill, “live and let live” type of person, I like anything fun and enjoy all kinds of activities, I like sports, coziness, anything chill or going a night out and get drunk or high. Currently I am pretty dedicated to my studies. I am a more emotionally wired type of person, i care about emotional intelligence and maturity. I might come across quiet or shy, but I am a pretty independent person throughout my life, I don’t mince words, I know what I want and hate if people think they can tell me otherwise. But as it sometimes is, I enjoy the contrary of independence being a sub.
I don’t submit that easily though. I need a “reason” to submit first. I am very selective. I submit rather to a natural dominant over a taught one. I feel like some try to convince me of their dominance, instead of being convinced of it on their own, or chatting they are either way to nice. Honestly there’s no need for long on going small talk, show me who you are as a dom but, just dont demand too much too early. I am very careful how fast I show and share of myself due to bad experiences (blackmailing) so patience is the key. Apart from that a lot are focused on the physical play, which is nice and i enjoy it a lot but if my emotional masochism is triggered my submission, willingness and physical masochism can get much greater and more intense.
I love d/s dynamics, and I enjoy being a sub a lot.. being able to be submissive gives me purpose. The sexual energy behind being disciplined and ordered gives me the motivation needed do annoying things in life happily and with more discipline.
I wouldn’t primarily consider myself a brat anymore, but I still enjoy being it sometimes a little bit, “on purpose” - for flirting and provocation..
In the end of the day my biggest goal tho is and always will be to be a devoted sub, to submit, to be led and to be (ab)used..
Usually my submission is triggered by authority, seriousness, and degrading/mean comments and behavior/treatment. It starts in my head first.
As i said before, as a sub I enjoy the contrary of independence.
Besides other things, like all kinds of play, rough sex or some bondage, I like to feel depending on you..
to feel needy and jealous, degraded and manipulated, you to point out my flaws, make me cry, to get a hang of my insecurities and use my weakness for your advantage, make me your tool, make me want you so bad my limits become (almost) irrelevant and your kinks become mine, and finally let me know (I need to know) how you were able to do it so easily, I like you to be this kind of sadistic..
but at the same time as priority i know you care about our safety and health first, I am protected and save with you, since there is a healthy communication and a fine line between reality and the dynamic you will catch me, especially but not only if i fall, there will be aftercare, where you hold me, praise, cuddle and caress me and tell me my value for you. Its comes as a package.
Lately i have been thinking more about physical sadims or masochim, I always thought I am just a little masochisic but I have been thinking that in the right circumstances I am probably a little more than a little, I am pretty sure of that.
I’ve always felt not to receive enough of everything during a session, enough of physical aswell as emotional sadism, and I always crave more intensity and time as there is, so I’ve been thinking about that I might be into rather extreme and intense sessions. But i am not 100% convinced of that yet.
== Mein BDSM Test von FET App ==
100% Submissive
0% Dominant
== BDSM Rollen ==
100% Degradee
85% Sklave
55% Rope Bunny
48% Masochist
43% Girl/Boy
38% Brat
30% Prey
0% Rigger
0% Master/Mistress
0% Degrader
0% Sadist
0% Daddy/Mommy
0% Brat Tamer
0% Hunter
0% Pet Owner
0% Pet
