Dates in Choctaw

What the title says! It's an aspect of my kink life that I've always wanted to explore but never get the chance to. I have a sub, and I love her with all my heart, but sometimes I wanna be pampered too! I want someone soft, affectionate, attentive, and who wants to take care of and help me rather than take control.
I want someone I can love softly. Someone I can trust to take care of everything and let me rest for a little bit.
Maybe I need a better mom figure, maybe I'm tired, maybe I just need help with feeling in control, or adversely, like someone has control of me. I probably just need therapy, but this is cheaper and way more fun!