Hi. My name is Chris and I am a physically fit 56 years old. Like other genuine people on here, I’m here for a reason. I’m here because of a need. A need to fill an emptiness deep inside my soul. I’m a veteran and have PTSD that I carry with me every day. In the military, i had help, but now I am a civilian, that help has gone. Surprisingly, I found an escape. A therapy that was more effective than any session with with a psychiatrist, and that was BDSM. I opened a dungeon as part of my photo studio and (unintentionally) started holding BDSM sessions with submissive female partners. This was my escape. My break from reality that gave me the strength to go on. My studio is now closed so that escape is now gone. I’ve realised that it was not necessarily the BDSM aspect that’s helped me. It was the fact that i could enable female partners to live out there needs and fantasy’s. I enjoyed the way they would put themselves in my hands with complete trust and allow me to pleasure them with with toys i had at hand. Stimulating them until the reached crushing orgasms was a pure joy and total escape from the reality of day to day life. I still have a suitcase full of toys but they sit used. I am married to a woman who does not know the real me. Sex between us is very rare and when i do have sex, she is none responsive. Which leaves me empty inside. Any discussion about sex is taken, by her, as criticism. I now work in a job which requires travel and short hotel stays in places like London, Manchester, Liverpool, Blackpool, Birmingham. Which i always feel are a waist of a play space, when I could have someone to share time with. I’m not that interested in penetrative sex. I like to give without necessarily taking so I’m not after a quick fuck. I want a women who wants to lay on the bed and let me stimulate her to orgasm. Someone who will let me know when I’m doing something that they like. That moan of pleasure and grip on my arm as the pleasure flows through her body, they tensing of the body and that shiver of pleasure. That’s what i need to make me feel whole. That is the escape i need to get me through. If that is something that interests you, perhaps we can meet up on my travels.

No Blood.
No Shit.
Please No Time Wasters. (This could have a negative effect on my self worth).