My friend gave me a bottle of lube yesterday !
We have slept together we have never allowed ourselves to commit our desires for each others bodies. I think we are both frightened of the deep feeling we have for each other .

Our relationship friendship is complex I have traumas that I have never Weiterlesen… talked about how the *** has ruled my decisions in the past .

The truth is as a child I was lonely frightened angry but hopeful things would get better for me . I had a lot predictors around me after the one person I knew loved me died .


I know she is hurt by some of my choices as I am with her choices ,some anyway.

She's said she absolutely loves me after she told me she loves me as a friend but she was drunk. We have other issues that I have not mentioned.

I don't need or want to be hurt or hurt her .I don't want to be alone . I don't want to be frightened to love because of a predator from my childhood . It's breaking my heart . I just need to feel loved and I can be loved .

I have a friend who is starting to be really nice she is a friend trying to obtain my trust again I think

Where is the party at honey

against the law. toilet

I am just bored tonight talk to me I will respond I am in Sydney Australia