Am I not normal? My fetish is related to my struggle with anorexia since I was 15 years old. I get turned on by starving myself or even better being ***d to go for days or even weeks without any food. I still struggle with body image and starve myself several days every week for both weight control and sexual pleasure.

Am I not normal? My fetish is related to my struggle with anorexia since I was 15 years old. I get turned on by starving myself or even better being ***d to go for days or even weeks without any food. I still struggle with body image and starve myself several days every week for both weight control and sexual pleasure.