Dates in Ewing

As far as my bdsm life, Im a sub/little. I don't have a dominant bone in my body. I've only been in one dynamic previously out for about four or five years now. Trust is super important, and finding a dom isn't easy , especially for your real first (and still hoping last) experience. What I'm really looking for is a normalish committed relationship along with the BDSM aspect. A long term, monogamous partnership with the right person. Someone to share everyday life with, who can also send a look in my direction and remind me of all the dirty things he'll do to me when we're alone again.