How to start? Well I find myself here after many years of suppressed curiosity, intrigue and temptation.

To the general outsider, I am sweet and demeure, polite and thoughtful. There is, however, a side of me that yearns to yield to my desire to be a sadistic sexy bitch in complete control, and adored and thanked for it.

I feel it’s important to point out that, while I have been aware of my tastes for quite some time, I am inexperienced in domination. However, as blank canvas as I may currently be, it will be fun exploring my desires in practice as opposed to simply in theory, and learning along the way as I travel down this path, hopefully with a well behaved, well mannered and adoring sub.

Desires and Fantasies
I have a number of kinks - but the urge that has brought me here is of course dominating, humiliating and inflicting delightful pain. I want to hear my sub groaning as he takes all I can administer; I want to watch his every facial contortion, every expression, and I want to comfort him when I’ve broken him.

While I am small in stature, I train Muay Thai which, as a full contact combat sport, means I am capable of causing a lot of pain if I choose to. I am also highly educated and I have a wonderful viper’s tongue to verbally humiliate my deserving sub.

I am very aroused by the idea of dominating a physically imposing sub - both in height and stature. He would need to be comfortable with water sports and with me using different parts of him to satisfy myself if I choose. I do understand that as I am an inexperienced domme, it may be hard to find a willing sub who will accept there will undoubtedly be transgressions and that I may be unsure how to handle situations or maintain control from time to time. My sub will, therefore, need to be of a spécial ilk - I’m hopeful my first pet is on this site.