I'm currently in a "vanilla box" of a dead relationship with a girlfriend who selfishly cut off my connection with the rest of life by withdrawing and withholding, and is draining my soul while providing me nothing to hold on to.

I'm looking to enter the fetish and kink communities to explore my inner cravings and establish honest connections with others, learn from them and provide safe friendships, and explore my Switch side and attraction to feminine transsexuals.

Myself I'm a male pansexual with a cuddle and oral fetish, who is just as comfortable being masculine/Dom as much as feminine/Sub depending largely on the energy my playmate gives off!

My nickname of Meerkat says it all. I am very playful and need to laugh and cuddle and feel free to run around in circles with someone just as playful at heart who needs someone who will encourage them and never restrict them with boxes or *** of loss.

Temporary physical *** and marks in the exploration of pleasure or limitations is ok, but anything permanent is scary!